raising a baby is hard. they don’t tell you that. or maybe they tell you that constantly and you just don’t listen. but i’ll tell you what, when he smiles, i smile. EVERY TIME.
i used to want something from this space, to use it to help myself and anyone else who might read it. but i’ve recently figured a lot has changed me in the last few months, and i think this blog needs to change a bit too. i started it as a way to remind myself of all the good things in my life. the little things. the simple things. i chose to show photos of the things that i was proud of making and the beautiful sights i’d seen. but you know, however good it is to read and write blogs that do just that – focus on the love and the good – it’s not where i am at the moment.
i can’t always see the good things that happen, even when they stare me in the face. sleep deprivation does that i guess :)
but it’s been putting me off writing here, because i think i haven’t been ‘happy’ enough to post. which is silly. i’m going to blow the dust off my camera today and take it out somewhere, with a baby on my front, and a smile on my face. i know, an actual smile for no reason at all? i think i’ve had an epiphany. or maybe spring’s here.
meet me back here soon for photos :) baby is whinging and crying even though hes been changed and fed and played with and cuddled and put in the sling. i think we need a change of scenery, lets go OUT!
but maybe change out of my pjs first…
jo xxx
Good luck with the weather. I’m sure you will find something to bring out the “life’s worth living” feeling.